Saturday, June 02, 2007

photos

No offense to any other babies,
but I think we have the most
beautiful baby in the world.


Full sized, these photos show the golden brown
sweeping into his iris from the pupil outward.


Everyone has many looks but this one, minus
the tongue, matches my mental image of Adam.


Adam's still not that into tummy time.
He's got to be in the mood for it. My camera
did an amazing job with skin tone here.


Mom finally assembled a baby chair for me
because I'm actually awake now and then.
I'm not so sure about this chair.


It can definitely be fun.


Or overstimulating and scary.
I don't think I've ever lasted 10 minutes in it.


Tighter fits:
the onesie on Adam and Adam in the bassinet.


LOL

These and a few more at http://picasaweb.google.com/dion.lew in print quality. There are 10 here. 15 there. 33 on my hard drive from 60 or so that I shot.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

ding! gratz!

In the past little while, Adam has levelled in a couple of areas.

- outgrown some clothes and moved from newborn-size to size 1 diapers, which are much cheaper
- eyebrows and eyelashes are much more substantial
- holds head pretty steady when awake and upright
- lets me know when I'm forgetting to sing while he eats
- enjoys making and reading facial expressions
- does not enjoy being alone
- much more purposeful reaching and grabbing
- puts on his happy face much sooner in the eating process, i.e., not just at the last second but as we are walking to the dining room where he has his daytime meals

Plus, because he's awake a lot more, I've had to watch his eating cues more carefully. It used to be very simple. When he woke up, he wanted to eat. When he fell asleep, he was done eating.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

full month party

Yesterday was really fun and Adam was even more angelic that his usual angelic self for pretty much the whole day.

I had done a little online research and learned that red eggs and ginger are de rigeur for a full month party. I got up earlyish, fed Adam, and got to Chinatown around 8:45am in search of candied ginger. I assumed that things got going early in Chinatown. Not so. Maybe a fifth of the stores opened at 9am, most at 11am. Two large Chinese grocers were open but they didn't have candied ginger. I was directed to the ginger candies instead. Luckily, I found an open bulk store in Kensington that sold it ($7/kg, I think). I bought eggs and canned beets (for the dye) at Dominion and a Cinnabon as a peace offering for Dion in case my errands took too long and there was a scene, despite my having left a bottle of breast milk "just in case." They were both still fast asleep when I got home. Turns out, Dion didn't even know I was gone, let alone that he was home alone with Adam.

Aside: Adam had a bottle of breastmilk on Wednesday, which he took quite happily. Dion offered the bottle when he wanted to eat _again_ half an hour after having eaten for over an hour straight.
We haven't needed to do a bottle again yet and I'm leary of substituting a regular feeding with a bottle as our paediatrician warned that _my_ going more than 5 or 6 hours without nursing could diminish my supply. Anyway, I've started building up a small stock of breastmilk in our freezer for future use.

continued: Adam being sound asleep, I had time to shower before Adam's next meal and then he went right back to sleep, giving me time to dye the eggs and pack up everything we would need for the day at Dion's parents' place. We cart so much stuff around now that we have a shopping cart to move everything to the car. The beets weren't dying the eggs fast enough, so I turned to red food colouring. It did the trick. I added a little blue because I thought the red alone looked a little orange.

Dion's family was definitely surprised by the red eggs and ginger. It was a big hit with a number of people who couldn't remember the last time they had had a red egg. I got compliments too because the eggs were hardboiled just right and the colour was so vivid. I think the ginger is "supposed" to be pickled, not candied. But I definitely like candied version better and it smells better sitting out all day than does pickled ginger. Before I mentioned the red eggs and ginger, Dion had never heard of it. There is some disagreement on whether Dion's family has done this before. His mother and Aunt Edith say no but his Aunt Leela says that their mother did it for Dion and his cousins. They'll have to settle that themselves. I forgot to ask if there were red eggs for Dion's cousins on his father's side.

We were there from 1 or 2 in the afternoon until about 11 and Adam hardly fussed all day - it just took me a while to settle him enough to get in the carseat to go home. Fortunately or unfortunately, he was asleep the whole day. A little boring perhaps but he was peaceful enough that we could pass him around so that everyone could hold him, even a few people - like Bob here - who are skittish around babies.

Anyway, the day was really fun. The food was terrific and the company was great.

Here are some pictures of Adam that Uncle Yan took at the end of the day, in almost complete darkness. I'm a little envious of his lens. These were taken at an f-stop of 1.8. I love a wide open aperture.

Is he winking?


drowsy Adam


and gone. Notice how the depth of field is so small
that his eyes are in focus but his nostrils are not?

All these photos and more at http://picasaweb.google.com/dion.lew

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

weight gain

The eating machine went to see his doctor today. The doctor is happy with an ounce of weight gain per day but our eating machine gained two ounces a day for the past 16 days, i.e., 2 lb in just over 2 weeks. Total 9 lb 11 oz.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

On being a mother

This post is insired by the mother's day entry by Pam on their blog: http://nathantsang.blogspot.com/2007/05/happy-mothers-day.html

I'm not sure yet how being a mother will change me/ being parents will change us. From what I've observed in other people, there's no doubt that it does. I don't feel any different though. It'll probably take some time and I think the time away from school will make a difference.

I'm all about being a teacher. Not that I won't be a teacher again or that I'm not a teacher now. One of my concerns has been about how being a parent will affect my relationship with my students. Is there a little less nurturing for them? Will I still go that extra mile? Will I still run "open gym" Fridays after school when I have my own child/ren to go home to?

See also http://lewfamily.blogspot.com/2006/06/open-gym.html

Saturday, May 12, 2007

fattening

Adam's not exactly chubby yet but he's starting to soften up.

NEW: a fold in each arm and thigh plus an extra chin


very Adam. one of his most common looks. I also like that this pic shows off his hands.


Despite what some of his acquaintances might think, Adam does cry sometimes.


ooooooooou!

These photos appear in print quality at http://picasaweb.google.com/dion.lew. The album is now sorted by date. These photos are last. I couldn't find a way to make it reverse-chronological.

eating machine

Adam has spent about half of the last 5 hours eating. Okay, maybe only a third. But definitely more than a quarter. Growth spurt perhaps.

Thursday, May 10, 2007

babysitting

To say that Dion was babysitting while I was out this evening is no slight to the significance of his childcare. The distinction is quantity, not quality. Whereas Dion is an occasional babysitter, I am a full-time babysitter.

Do I have that right?

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

first word and more photos

It may be polysyllabic, neither English nor Cantonese, but we predict that Adam's first word will be "Gesundheit!" He hears it as regularly as "Hi Adam."

We have posted the following photos and more in print quality at http://picasaweb.google.com/dion.lew

Try a push-up you say? Sounds fun!


Okay, I'm trying.


Oh, forget it. That's way too hard. I'm taking a nap.


This guy's hair looks nothing like mine.
Not that I know what mine looks like.


I must learn from the Master.


Mom made my first toys for me. They crinkle.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

a few more photos and weight gain

around sunrise, I think


with dad. quality time?


Wouldn't it be nice to believe that he was actually smiling at 10 days?


completely gorgeous, no? I know, I am biased.


I have about a dozen great shots from this shoot.
I could hardly choose which ones to post.


self-portrait using the bathroom mirror


He makes the funniest faces sometimes.

Poh-poh cannot get enough.


Gung-gung either.

Adam's doing really well gaining weight.
0 days: 3220 g (7lb 1 oz)
1 day: 3035 g
2 days: 3020 g
9 days: 3320 g
12 days: 3487 g (7lb 11oz)

Someday, Dion will get more photos posted in print quality to http://picasaweb.google.com/dion.lew

Friday, April 27, 2007

poses

Unfortunately, they happen too fast to catch on film but Adam has quite a repertoire of poses. We've given the most common ones names. Some will be easy to envision based on their titles
- Divo - hand rising, palm facing face, arm outstretched
- Champion(s) - two fists above the head, elbows locked
- Half Champion - one fist above the head, elbow locked
- The Wave, aka Touch Down or Field Goal
- Question!- one open hand above the head, elbow locked
- Vogue - left hand on left ear, right hand under left elbow
- I'm Not Listening. - hand flat across each ear
- I Can't Hear You. - thumb behind each, fingers splayed

Adam's cheeks are firmer than they used to be (muscle tone from all that vigorous eating, I guess) and I'm sure our doctor's appointment today will confirm that Adam is already a fair bit heavier.

If time permits today, we will be uploading more photos to http://picasaweb.google.com/dion.lew

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Dion says the darndest things.

I had written some of this in a reply to Otto's last comment but I had been meaning to post them anyway; so, I repeat them here.

During my pregnany, Dion often made statements about the baby completely out of the blue, at times when we were just doing our own thing, not conversing. Here are some examples.
"I'm really starting to get excited now" - around 21 weeks, a day or so after Dion first felt the baby move.
"We're a team. This is our challenge. We're going to do this together." - maybe around 25-28 weeks. He denied having read this in one of his father-to-be books. He's not one to even tweak the truth; so, I believe him.
"The baby can come any time now. I'm just waiting." - two Saturdays before Adam was born.

Last night Dion commented that Adam seemed to be "levelling up". His repertoire of facial expressions has expanded and he definitely seems bigger already. It makes me just a little sad that he can't stay just the way he is forever.

Which reminds me. The other day, Adam was being especially sweet while nursing. So, I asked Dion to take a picture, "he won't look like this forever, y'know". No need to take a picture, Dion replied, "That's why you have more." :O

So, I have developed a hypothesis to explain declining birthrates in wealthy regions. Declining birthrates do not follow entirely from the emancipation of women or the availability of reliable contraception. Birthrate is inversely proportional to the prevalence of photographic and video media. Tongue planted firmly in cheek.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Adam Lew

Adam Lew. born Wednesday, April 18, 2007. 7 lb 1 oz. 20.5"

A man on a mission.
11 pm some discomfort.
2 am Are these contractions?
2:30 am Yes, yes, they are.
2 hours of contractions 3-6 min apart
5:15 am call the hospital. "Come in, but there's no hurry."
6 am arrive at the hospital. "Pain relief, please!"
6:10 am "Sorry, too late. You're 8.5 to 9 cm dilated."
7:17 am It's all over.


In the delivery room.


A few hours after birth.


Greatgrandma and Grandparents are all smiles.


With mom's index finger for scale.
Everybody forgets just how small a newborn is.


Sleep. Blissful sleep.


Like father, like son.


I'm okay. Are you okay?


Tummy time is fun. and fuzzy.

Granddad.

Uncle Ian.

Several full size photos are available for download at http://picasaweb.google.com/dion.lew

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

slowing down

Although my energy is still very good, the treadmill display tells a different story. I just can't get my legs to move as fast as they used to on the treadmill. It takes me longer to hit my stride and I've gone to increasing the incline instead of speed. So I'm back to the old 140 heartrate. But I can still touch my toes! Yes, feet together, knees locked.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

PO'd

blogger said it would save a copy of my old template. It did not.

Saturday, April 14, 2007

buyer's remorse

When we bought a condo for over $300K and a car for over $10K, I didn't bat an eyelash. But around $500 on stroller/carseat just didn't sit right.

Since the 1st trimester nausea, the worst part of pregnancy has been stroller shopping. Last Saturday afternoon was trying. We spent an hour getting an education at a chichi store in Bayview Village, which was useful. Then we went to Babies'R'Us to purchase. They had lots of models at better prices but no stock of the ones I liked best. So, we spent a long time trying to pick amongst the others. We finally picked one and bought it but I just wasn't happy. So, it stayed in its packaging.

Monday, I stopped by the Bay on the way home from lunch with Rob, Kevin, and Dion. Five minutes later, I walked out with the same stroller in nicer colours, having spent $370+taxes ($85+taxes less than we did at Babies'R'Us). Much better.

Now here's hoping that returning the first one goes smoothly. Babies'R'Us does give a 45-day window, which is pretty generous.

Update: Babies'R'Us handled the return simply and quickly. To reward them, I went into the store and shopped some more.

Sunday, April 08, 2007

For the first time in my life...

people are amazed at how small I am!

Here's how we look while "we" are going on 38 weeks (out of 40) pregnant.

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Grandma Lew's 80th.

Yesterday was the first time a stranger offered me a seat on the bus. Mind you, I was kinda working for it. I made sure to slouch and stick my belly out as far as it would go. When one side of the bus was not playing, I turned to the other side. It was going to be a long ride - Yonge to McCowan on Steeles.

We were heading to Grandma Lew's 80th birthday celebration. We were running late - a combination of the TNL show running late and my insisting that we absolutely had to stop for presents. Dion understood the need for some jewellery, which we usually get her at Christmas, but needed some convincing on the flowers. See the jewellery is nice but it goes in box. The flowers go on display; so, Grandma can tell all her neighbours that they were from her Grandson for her 80th when they inquire. She need not be so unhumble as to bring up the subject herself.

I'm just a bit concerned because there were a number of lilies, which might stink up her small apartment in a hurry. Ah well, it's the thought that counts and I think the presents had the desired effect. I think Dion's dad scored some points for arranging the celebration and even more for knowing to do it in the first place!

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

good to know

One of my memory sticks made it through the washing machine alive. It didn't even have a lid on it. Phew. I'm glad it was in the pocket of pants that don't go in the dryer.

Monday, March 19, 2007

The sensible versus the ordinary

I was explaining to Dion yesterday how unthinking students can be in applying rules for significant figures. They try to memorise and apply rules of thumb instead of reason. Many will tell you that "Zeroes after the decimal point are significant; therefore, 0.00182 m has five significant digits." I suppose it would have eight if written in km. 0.00000182 km. No consideration of certainty or precision is to be found here. Dion's response was that they should just be using scientific notation, i.e., 1.82 X 10^-3 m. Indeed, scientific notation is superior to standard notation in this respect. Unfortunately, in everyday life and definitely in most Physics textbooks, most values are stated in standard notation.

This reminded us of an incident I meant to blog. At Chinese New Year with Dion's extended family, we played the name game. One clue provoked later discussion on the relative merits of improper versus mixed fractions. Most of us prefer improper fractions. Mixed fractions are computationally inelegant. We're snobs with engineering, science, accounting, ... degrees. However, as a math teacher, I felt obliged to point out that in everyday life, no one uses improper fractions. Would I say that I'm 15/2 months pregnant? Of course not. The paper is 17/2 by 11 inches? equally stupid.

Dion's cousin, who is in Grade 9, was in the game for the first time rather than just time keeping and recording scores. He had put in one clue then later picked it up himself. He was able to get his teammates to say, "improper fraction," but despite clear appeals to the equivalence of another form, they could not come up with "mixed fraction." After some time and several tries, he exasperatedly retorted, "Don't you guys know math?". Pwned.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Good Workout

For the first half of my pregnancy, I was heeding the old-fashioned advice of limitting my heart rate at 140 and doubling the during of my workout. But since that was about as boring as can be and I had done a little more research, I upped it to 160, which is the most conservative limit being suggested these days.

I had taken a couple of weeks off the treadmill since I'd been feeling a cold coming on. I never got sick but the feeling has been lingering. So when I went for a workout today, I decided to go easy, keeping my heart rate around 140. I control my heart rate with the pace and incline settings on the treadmill.

Well, today, I had to increase and increase the settings - way past the settings that normally get me to 160. I took me 30 minutes of increases to get to 140 and I was sweating buckets, so I just stuck with 140 for the rest of my workout.

Just a good day? or am I in the best cardiovascular condition I've been in all year - maybe since playing varsity? I felt like a machine.

I'd heard that pregnant women oxygenate better than other women and that elite endurance athletes who are mothers outperform non-mothers (I don't know if that is controlled for age/experience). I guess pregnancy is like altitude training.

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Technology in the Classroom

WARNING: Physics- and Pedagogy-Intensive

I’ve often liked certain specific technological activities for improving understanding. For example, I really like motion sensors with real-time distance-vs-time displays for various motion activities. A particularly cool one is the distance-vs-time graph for an object moving at constant speed in circles.


It’s a very graphic, so to speak, connection between the unit circle and sinusoidal waves and transformations thereof. Most systems will do v-t and a-t graphs also.


About a week ago, I was looking online for a simple demo for electric fields and/or the motion of charges in electric fields. We don’t have much equipment for this topic at the school, so I have struggled to make electric fields even somewhat concrete for the students. Lots of chalk-and-talk. But online, I found a great little simulation applet (http://www.colorado.edu/physics/2000/waves_particles/wavpart2.html) that shows the motion of an electron in the electric field of a proton. So, the next day in class, I connected my laptop wirelessly to the internet and to a data projector. I illustrated a 1-D calculation I was doing on the board and then later showed some of the 2-D possibilities and we talked about the shapes and energy transformations involved. I loved it but I had no idea it was going to be such a big hit with the students.

There are more such simulations (not all fields) indexed at http://www.colorado.edu/physics/2000/applets/ and many other websites.

But I experienced an enrichment of understanding through simulation for myself today.

I had asked my students to submit proposals for the fields unit test they were writing today. I like this exercise in that it often yields perfectly valid test and exam questions (not just bonus questions) and it gives every student the opportunity to think as deeply about the material as they are ready to. The winner this time was: “Sketch the electric field diagram for two positive point charges and one negative point charge fixed to the vertices of an equilateral triangle. All three have the same magnitude of charge.” A tough problem for grade 12s, to be sure. During the test, I spent a good 15, maybe 20, minutes making a pretty detailed sketch. And although I was reasonably confident that I had a good answer, I went online to try and find a textbook answer. I didn’t find one, but I did find an applet (http://ww2.slcc.edu/schools/hum_sci/physics/tutor/2220/e_fields/java/) that would let me simulate it. Here is the applet answer and mine.


Pretty much I got it but I didn’t have the “ears” or “heart-shape” exaggerated enough.
Aside: After the test, I overheard one student asking another, “Did your answer to the bonus look like a jellyfish?” Woah. I have no idea what a sketch of a jellyfish would look like.


Then I went home and started telling Dion the story above. He had no visuals to go on but when I said I had all the key features, and listed them including, “heart-shape,” he replied, “well, of course, that’s what I’d expect – a circle subtracted from an ellipse.” Uh, what the hell was he talking about? Turns out he was thinking of the equipotential contours, which are at all points perpendicular to the electric field we were supposed to be sketching. Ah, vector calculus. Something about the derivative of a changing vector being perpendicular to it. I truly do not remember sketching equipotential contours. I probably did, but I’m sure I forgot it all 10 minutes after the exam. Anyone remember when we did that – Dimi’s E+M? ODE’s with Smith? I never took PDE’s.

So, after showing Dion the applet and how it does both field lines and equipotential contours, I started playing around with various configurations. Some pretty patterns came out. And some mundane ones. But this one really caught my attention.


The red dots are positive point charges. The grey lines are the electric field lines. The fuchsia lines are equipotential contours and at all points perpendicular to the field, of course – that much I have solidly known for some time.

But I know that fuchsia pattern from something else. If those red dots were charges moving out of the page, then the fuchsia lines would be the net magnetic field they create (per Oersted’s Principle and superposition). I use this diagram in Gr 11 Physics to explain the shape and strength of the magnetic field created by a solenoid/electromagnet.

Hang on there. The (1) electric equipotential contours perpendicular to the (2) electric field lines created by (3) static charges have the same shape as the (4) magnetic field lines created by (5) motion of charges.
(1), (2), and (5) or (1), (4), and (5) are all mutually perpendicular.

MAXWELL!

If I could just remember all that div, grad, curl stuff, I could write this down much more concisely. Actually, the Cartoon Guide to Physics (Gonick and Huffman, Harper-Collins) has Maxwell’s equations. I’ll scan ‘em for y’all later. BTW I cannot recommend the Cartoon Guide to Physics highly enough.

Anyway, who knows when I might have reencountered these ideas so intimately without the simulation software, some unconstrained time to explore, and some “expert” input from Dion. I might be able to transfer some of this experience into my lesson/unit planning.

Problem is, I am me and they are not. If I give 17 year olds unconstrained time to play with simulations, how effectively will they use that time? Will they be inclined to think about what they’re playing with? How much time is needed before the probability of gaining a new insight becomes reasonably high?

And now if I can ask a favour? Can anyone figure out how to get a working local copy of these applets? I’ve downloaded all the related source files (and the objects they call) I can find and maintained the file structure, but they just won’t run. Do they have to phone home? I’d like my own copy as the internet connection at school is flaky and who know how long these websites will be maintained. Thanks.

Sunday, February 18, 2007

start to second semester


After getting to 10% in almost 3000 games, I reset the stats. I'm playing a lot less but doing a lot better. In 500 games, I'm one game over 250. Does anyone say that? Or can one only say one game over/under 500.




Wrapping up first semester was really hectic but second semester is off to a good start. My classes are strong academically and I have some personalities, too. I have started out really on the ball. I'm trying to have everything in order for the sake of my replacement if I need to start my leave suddenly. This is probably the first weekend since September that I didn't have anything to mark. I'm also trying to be on the ball for the sake of Kaitlin, who is teaching 12U Physics for the first time. We're doing the units in an unusual order (starting with the hardest three of six) for a few reasons.
  1. I will be starting my leave right around midterm, so I'll be at school to help Kaitlin through the weirder stuff.
  2. This will leave the easiest half of the course for my replacement.
  3. The grade 12's usually go on virtual vacation as soon as midterm marks are in, as these are the basis for most university acceptances. (They'd really have to tank to have any offers rescinded.) This way, I have their attention and motivation for the tough stuff and more of them will learn something.
  4. These are the units I enjoy most anyway. Why leave them for someone else?
  5. I'm sending a message to all those students with 80 and 90 percents at midterm in first semester who drop the course and retake it second semester, thinking that they may as well get tested on stuff that they've been taught twice and never get tested on the tough stuff (at least before marks go in to the universities).
I think that #3 is enough on its own and I may continue to do this in the future just for that reason. Some of my students seemed a little disappointed but none has given me any grief about it. In fact, several students seemed to nod their approval as I explained that starting with the harder stuff is for their own good.

The only downside is that the actual instructional planning can be a little complicated. Until the students have covered circular motion and momentum, a number of applications need to be postponed, e.g., the Compton effect, cyclotrons, and calculations for Rutherford electron orbits.